A sudden rush of spirit entered my heart and I felt the need to giggle.
I just clicked "reserve" on the computer screen about five times.
What's happening to me?
I pulled up my online dictionary and starting entering words to make a diagnosis.
happy.....excited......giggle...... merry....and Bingo:
glee (glē)
lively joy; gaiety
I was gleeful.
It's been so long since I felt this way .....I needed a dictionary to help me name it.
I'm planning a trip and the juices are flowing.
Every year when I see "the ball" drop in NYC on New Year's eve....I want to be there.
I turn to my hub and say ....."Wouldn't it be fun to be in Times Square?
"No."
"But there's millions of strangers pushing and shoving and confetti and bad weather and long hours of standing in one spot....doesn't that sound like fun?
"No."
I've tried friends......"Hey would you like to go to Times Square with me?"
Different valid nos.
So I tried my hub again a couple of weeks ago. "How about going to Times Square this year?"
But I admit.....I greased the deck..........I did the saucer-eyed thing....made my lip quiver a little and looked sad......because....damn it....it's been a fucking hard year.
"Okay."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
So as soon as I arrived home....I started studying and planning.
Since I know this is a big sacrifice on hub's part.....I decided to design a trip which would have a part he would enjoy too.
So it's Washington DC first....so he can get his fix of museums....then we take a train to NYC.....and somehow figure out how to stand around with a million people in Times Square on New Year's eve.
Of course... this is a Gina trip......so I decided to do a few extra things......
After I wave goodbye to hub and send him back home....I'll hop on a train and visit my friend Krista who is now a professor-type person at Syracuse University. Go Big Orange.
then I'm not sure yet.... perhaps I'll spend a day in the city...or somewhere else...... but I know exactly how this trip ends.
Robert Moses beach lot #5.
I don't care if its 20 degrees below zero...if it's raining...sleeting ...snowing....or there's a big nor'easter....as long as the causeway is open and I can drive to the beach....park my car and walk near the waves and hear them sing...I'll be happy.
Tick off one square on the "bucket list."
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